Life Unexpected

I just finished episode 4 and gotta say I called it from the get GO Ryan is a fake he was just a fairy tale, like most guys he crucify's you for making mistakes whatever they are but when he does the same he stays mum it secreted  bullshit I knew it. I 've known many ppl like him they paint you a picture in it looks all beautiful  wonderous but in the little nook and crannies if you look closely lies the grey the storm that hides behide all the blue. Cate I feel for cause she hides that big heart from the one person that can smooth away all the dents. She kinda reminds me of me  always running to the wrong never feeling safe nor whole, Now someone in my life would say Im still fearful still unsafe cause he catches me sometimes drifting with a sadness and whats funny is in my life Im not sad but fearful I would loose it all my painted grey colorful dark kingdom I know your probably saying wow she ain't happy but in a twisted way I am cause my dark P never lied he painted my reality and  I always been dented grey inside.